Right now sitting here, just me and the LORD, and thinking about what I have woke up to and the things throughout the day…
Remembering always that nothing happens that the Father has not allowed, and instead of being sad I need to rejoice.
Should I address anything being thrown my way, or should I just let the enemy continue to kick up dust?
There has been a couple of people, continents apart, yet, both trying to silence me when it comes to the Word of God.
One is twisting and perverting the Word of God acquiring followers to her movement that is eerily like the “seven mountains mandate” inciting Christians to rise up and be rebellious causing seditions against authority. Using instances in the Bible saying it backs up their cause…Rahab hiding spies, God sending angels to get Peter out of prison, Moses’ mom saving his life going against Pharaoh’s orders, Mary and Joseph going to Egypt, Paul being let down out of a window instead of being taken, prisoner.
Not one of these instances backs up rebellion, seditions, insurrection as this person twists the Word of God. When a man-made law goes against the Word of God, then you do not obey it you obey God instead. But if a law does not go against the law of God you are to obey even if your flesh does not want too.
Then another person tells me that I do not speak the Word of God, that I need to shut up that God can’t get in a Word edgewise because I am constantly talking. This person also said the things I write are for myself not for others…yet many thank God for the things He gives me that absolutely teaches me first and helps them to understand or opens up what they have been praying an answer for or confirms things to them. So this person wants me to quit sharing what the LORD gives me because they at first say God isn’t talking to me, then they say He is, but it is just to me not to others. Double talk and discouraging words, in hopes the LORD will not use me as an encourager and to edify others as we are told to do. Then this person tells me if I shut up and “find” God then I will quit being confused and tortured all the time…
I am not confused and not tortured at all, the actions and words of others do knock me for a loop I suppose you can call that confusion concerning their actions. Watching those walk down the road of deception breaks my heart horribly but that should happen as I am IN Christ and Christ IN me. Apostle Paul wrote about weeping for others, Jesus was a Man of sorrows. It is not called torture it is called love, compassion, and grief over deception. Yet, in the depths of my soul there is joy and I know my Redeemer lives and hears my cries when words cannot be formed.
So with these two, it did not prevail and they will not silence me concerning the Word of God and sharing lessons the Father is teaching me and helping others as well.
Then I get a friend request I accept it, this person quickly writes to me….so instead of trying to rewrite what he said I am going to copy and paste it because you just can’t make this stuff up!!
Oh, and BTW this person blocked me after this…
him:
How r u woman of God
me:
I am good thank you
him:
May I ask u a spiritual question. Can u answer me after a one minute prayer.
me:
Just about ready to take a nap very tired for some reason.
me:
Sure
him:
I am a pastor. I did sexual sins and adultery. I hurted many women.
So God told me that step down from the ministry. God told me that I must be under the feets of women of God as their foot stool spiritually.
I asked God why?
Then God told me that 1 Corin 5:1-13 saying that hand over me to Satan for the destruction of my flesh. But I asked God don’t do it. Then God told me that women are bigger than Satan. So I must be under the feets of women of God as their foot stool spiritually.
It for to kill my flesh and lust.
Is it good to accept the disciplinary process. Yes Or No
me:
You need to go to the Word of God.
him:
Is it good to accept the punishment. Yes or no
me:
No where in the Word does it say that woman are bigger than Satan
him:
1 Corin 5:1-13 saying that hand over me to Satan for the destruction of my flesh. Then God will show mercy to my soul in last judgment. But I asked God don’t do it. Then God told me that women are bigger than Satan. So go under the feets of women as their foot slave dog for shame and pain. It for to kill my flesh and lust . Can u understand madam
me:
No I do not at all, I know that for those who are not repentive you excommunicate them and turn them over to Satan for the destruction of the flesh that their souls may be saved. That part is biblical, but women being bigger than Satan is not biblical
And what are you talking about being under the feet of women?
That makes no sense to me at all either.
God gives grace to the humble, humble yourself before Him. He forgives, He heals, He delivers and He will restore. Now as far as you having many affairs as a Christian and a pastor absolutely step down you no longer are able to do that because you do not have the character of what an Elder is to have
him:
Ok madam
Pray and down me under ur feet as ur foot slave spiritually. I will tell how to down me. Then God will bless you abundantly
me:
No
You need to go to the LORD and quit listening to every voice
I unfriended this person then he blocked me.
To understand why this was a tactic of the enemy, you must know my testimony. Part of my horrible past included that I was what some referred to as a ” MADAM” no that is not a ruler of a whorehouse as some think. I use to get paid to literally treat men as slaves, to literally take what we call a cat of nine tails and beat them. I did this for videos, photos, and was paid money. So for this person to come to me with this twisted tale of him saying that God would bless me IF I WOULD PUT HIM UNDER MY FEET AND MAKE HIM MY SLAVE SPIRITUALLY IS DEMONIC!
I decided to take a nap after reading these things and just let it be.
When I woke up I checked my email, in there was a message from someone obviously from my past. The title of the email was, “Do you remember me?” They used a fake name but the content of this email was a mixture of my writings I had done while I was overflowed in filth. It was memories of my life in my own words and the end was pornographic writing that I use to do.
Talk about kinda surprised but not, at the same time. When we are obedient to the LORD and He begins to open things up and use us as His mouthpieces to help others, encourage others and to share the Truth of the Gospel we must expect attacks and those attacks are mainly by the religious types and not those in a relationship. I cannot show you the email because it is filth, but this is my response as the LORD gave to me.
Response to email:
“Honestly I cannot say that I do with the fake name you appear to be hiding behind. If this is supposed to be a shock factor walking down memory lane….umm it is not. I am very much well aware of my past and the cesspool of filth I once swam in. I have no excuse for my past, but I do have in my life the One that forgave me and has given me the ability to look at myself in the mirror again and no longer see the filth that once vomited itself at me, but now I see the One who died for me.
Would you like to talk about Him? His Name is above all names, when spoken out loud demons tremble when cried out in repentance salvation is given. His Name is JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH THE ONLY BEGOTTEN SON OF GOD! My favorite person and subject to talk about and share.”
~Pamela JoyousNJesus McDonald~
Why share all this with you? Because transparency is important in my walk and life in Christ. I stated this over a year ago and with what is beginning to happen I believe I must re-share it.
The LORD let me know that nothing, nothing is ever deleted in the world of technology, nothing. That the enemy will bring up “secret” chats, videos, photos from the past, or present in order to use as a means to get a person to be silent. In order to control a person if they cannot be controlled by fear or paid off then shame is a great way. Bring up the nudes, the adulterous conversations the secret things that only you, another, and God knows. Forgetting that everything is also stored in the beehive…from social media, chats, emails, text messages on phones, even phone conversations are recorded. So the LORD has had me to be forthright, very open, and honest about my past so when the day comes I can stand in the LORD and remember there is now no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus.
The enemy has many tactics and bringing up our past is one way, and he is able to show others visuals. Be truthful, be transparent, nothing is hidden that will not be revealed.
The battle is real, the ammo is old, but God’s Word and Armor is still your trustworthy protection. Submit yourself unto God and resist the devil and he shall flee.
The fiery trial for me has been turned up a notch but not for me only for the entire Body of Christ.
Luke 7:47
Wherefore I say unto thee, Her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for she loved much: but to whom little is forgiven, the same loveth little.
You know how people will say, the darker the night the brighter the stars? That is very true, I look at it this way as well…
The more disgusting the sinner, the greater the Grace of GOD shines!!
Do not ever, and I repeat ever let someone else come along and try and silence you saying that you talk too much, that God can’t get a Word in edgewise when all you talk about is HIM AND HIS GRACE AND HIS WORD AND HIS GOODNESS! Be over comers family in Christ by the BLOOD OF THE LAMB AND THE WORD OF YOUR TESTIMONY!! Others need to hear it!
I have been accused and talked about for wrong doing by those who say they are my brothers and sisters in the LORD. Yet the spirit behind them is not Godly because there is a spirit that is the accuser of the brethren and it is not of God.
Revelation 12:10-12
10And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night. 11And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death. 12Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time.
I have no anger for these people, there are tears and sadness though. We must stay focused on the LORD we must at all costs work out our own salvation and not judge or discourage another. But edify, exhort, correct, and encourage. Love one another, forgive quickly and restore a one to the faith when possible.
Isaiah 55:6-11
6Seek ye the LORD while he may be found, call ye upon him while he is near:
7Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the LORD, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon.
8For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD.
9For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.
10For as the rain cometh down, and the snow from heaven, and returneth not thither, but watereth the earth, and maketh it bring forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower, and bread to the eater:
11So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.
~AMEN~
Pamela JoyousNJesus McDonald
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